Thursday, June 11, 2009

tall, grande, venti

im so happy because i have all 3 cups now. yay* haha nothing beats sushi tei and starbucks after that. its crazy how the songs playing at that cd shop actually helps make the atmosphere more exciting. its got this unexpected element in it, you never know whats the next song. that aside, the unexpected racist jokes are also another plus point! i think they get better when one is pissed or tired or just really needy for some form of laughter!

i still have plenty of readings to do and i just realised im kinda into mid june alr - meaning that i have about 2 months to my dissertation submission. haha :)

amazing how time flies. lets not fight that, it does fly. you know how sometimes we give deadlines for ourselves and how sometimes we set deadlines unto others that they dont know about and then surprise them with our decision when the deadline's up and nothing was done on their part? i wonder if its the fear of losing me or the fear of losing that would make you meet the expectations of my deadline for you or trigger some kind of action from you. cuz... if you really wanted something that bad, would it have taken you that long to act? then maybe you just dont want it that bad, and if you dont, i rather not force it. i can understand, i was ever in both positions - on the giving end and on the receiving end. and boy, both positions are miles away from each other; flip sides of a coin. amazing how both can co-exist in the same place; just like you and me, we aint very different actually, are we? ;) just the different sides, i chant.

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